When I was younger, in my 20's, it was very exciting to embark on a world of literature that was not chosen for me. I could read anything I wanted in my spare time that I could not when I was a full time student and working.
I set out to read names that I had heard of, names new to me....one year I even read book solely based on their covers to try to find new writers out of my comfort zone. At one point I decided that I was going to read every book on the Pulitzer Prize for Fiction list. I own almost all of these books and have read about 1/3 of them.
One of those books was "The Color Purple" by Alice Walker. Yes, I know, the Oprah movie. The book is so much more than that (you might always hear me say this). Alice Walker is a stunning writer with a lot of soul, but I'm not here to praise that novel. Many before me have done this.
At the library book sale I was fortunate enough to come across a collection of Alice Walker's poetry from 2003 called "Absolute Trust in the Goodness of the Earth". These poems were written at a time when she was staying in Mexico. The world was in upheaval then after 9/11 and Walker claims a deep sadness about the state of our country and the planet as we all did.
Until I Was Nearly Fifty
Until I was
Nearly fifty
I barely though
Of age.
But now
As I approach
Becoming
An elder
I find I want
To give all
That I know
To youth.
Those who sit
Skeptical
With hooded
Eyes
Wondering
If there really
Is
A path ahead
& whether
There really
Are
Elders
Upon it.
Yes. We are there
Just ahead
Of you.
The path you are on
Is full of bends
Of crooks
Potholes
Distracting noises
& insults
Of all kinds.
The path one is on
Always is.
But there we are
Just out of view
Looking back
Concerned
For you.
I see my dearest
Friend
At fifty-one
Her hair
Now
An even
Steel.
She blushes much
& talks
Of passion.
It cannot be
For the bourgeois
Husband
I never
Liked.
I thought life
With him
Had killed
The wild-haired girl
I knew.
But no.
There she is.
There she goes.
Blushing.
Eldering.
I too talk
Stunned
Of love
Passion
Grace of mating
At last
With
My soul's
Valiant twin.
Oh youth!
I find
I do not
Have it in
My heart
To let
You stumble
On this curve
With fear.
Know this:
Surprise alone
Defines
This time
Of more than growth:
Of distillation
Ripeness
Enjoyment
Of being
On the vine.
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